i have decided to leave this place.
not now, not yet.
i will be here while my children need me. until i have nothing left to give.
not now, not yet, yes, but one day.
there is only sadness here... and even during moments where you think you can pretend everything is ok, reality pulls you back into remembering that, yes, there is no hope here.
i am alone.
i always will be from now on.
and slowly, little by little, i will untether myself from the love i always thought i'd keep in spite of who i am, and despite what i have done. it has long been gone.
there is nothing left for me here.. just never-ending loneliness and despair.
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