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the pain of these contractions kay lagyo pa each other. and madala pa so far kay mu uhuhuhhu ra man ko ug maguba ra ang nawong. kapoopooun lang all the time and that still hurts, too. my butt hurts and is heavy LOL.

some suggested i go to the hospital na.

LOL magunsa man ko dd2. mao ra man gihapon sakita 😂😂😂 napa'y magtutok nimo dd2 duh (same people who will be looking at your private part, and inserting their fingers there to check how dilated you are, too🤦‍♀️ they even shave it for you without a choice so be not so hairy in advance hahaha).

unya nako muadto kung dug-ol na or probably hapit na mubreak ang water. basin later, basin ugma, basin 2 days pa ni nga antos.

third time and still I will never be ready for that pain, or the embarassment of having to show my whole lower body and most definitely expelling other bodily stuff during labor, yes i will poop then with nurses watching me while im on the bed, and as the baby comes out with everyone looking down there during delivery. but i probably won't care anymore sa sakit. 🤦‍♀️

and maygahd leche SAKIT NO!?! LOL i am expecting myself to say "mamatay nako" more than a thousand times after the water breaks. first two pregnancies kay that was my go-to-line while begging the doctor to take the baby out bisan dli pa ko fully dilated just to get it over with. nya d man madalag ilad ang doctor oi so I say those two words while crying. LOL

lol murag makigdungan man jd syag birthday ni Mark Feehily sa westlife gud (may 28) 🤣 mao guro obsessed kaau ko ni Mark pag highschool. ana si ison gtuyo daw nako. dli oi.. murag gituyo sa baby lol 🤣

 

UPDATE!

kana bang paggawas sa baby kay nadugay jud kag utong you thought you wouldn't be able to do it, ang ulo mubalik gud sa agi everytime mahutdan ginhawa pag-utong, nya ang first reaction jd sa doc kay "hahaha ang laki".

and you, knowing all too well you got too worried he was too small a month ago that you binged on coke, chocolate, cake, pizza, many others for the last month, while he lays there all bloody and warm as they cut his umbilical cord, your only statement was "it's my fault" and the nurse says "hahaha sa coke jud ni" before

you drift off to sleep kay ang other doctor niinject dayun something sa nakadextrose nimo na line. yes, nanganak nako ganha. ug karon ra ko nakamata after sa katong tambal lol. i asked for the baby first. nurse brought him to me while repeating "chubby cheeks chubby cheeks". lol turns out he just looks like Castielle and Anna when they first arrived, but with a lot lot chubbier cheeks. naa na gud sya doublechin sa tambuk hahaha

advice nako sa friends na mabdos, ayaw na pabadlong 🤣 giingnan kos doc ayaw pagcoke, chocolate, etc, nagpabadlong jd ko. akong usually 5lb babies (first two) nahimong almost 8 oi 😂 and that is big daw in proportion to my body lol. hapit jd dli na mautong, kagive up-on gud ko kay mawad-an nag hangin. 😂