“I need a break. I need everything to stop.”
“What kind of break?”
“I don’t know.”
And I don’t know. I don’t know what “a break” means. It’s not a vacation. It’s not a spa day. It’s this massive, impossible desire to put the whole world on pause.
.
.
.
The agony of emotional paralysis, the desperation for an unknown something without the slightest idea of what that might be, and the ever-present need for everything to stop. Beyond stop—to be forgotten entirely.
To disappear.
~ Courtney Enlow
“What kind of break?”
“I don’t know.”
And I don’t know. I don’t know what “a break” means. It’s not a vacation. It’s not a spa day. It’s this massive, impossible desire to put the whole world on pause.
.
.
.
The agony of emotional paralysis, the desperation for an unknown something without the slightest idea of what that might be, and the ever-present need for everything to stop. Beyond stop—to be forgotten entirely.
To disappear.
~ Courtney Enlow
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